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In my free time between two lectures some books to get out of the gray time: Haruki Murakami - Afterdark Hermann Hesse - Steppenwolf Wittgenstein - Tractatus logico-philosophicus Various - Denkanstöße 2008 (thought-provoking impulses 2008) Completely different books. Hope one of them will provoke me to say louder YES to life. I started with Wittgenstein but do not understand anything. Difficult book. Because of this I bought it. Go steps further by excessive demands.

I can not help myself but this time everything sucks. Football sucks, university sucks, Internet sucks, Blogging sucks, even drinking sucks. I really don't know why but I am missing some spirit in these days. It's not only the fucking German autumn weather, but this grey is getting into my mind. I don't write, don't read and the most I am missing a good speech with somebody. Not about problems, because there aren't any, just a boring time without a light in the next weeks. Today i finished the book "The Glass Bead Game" from Herman Hesse and I hoped it ...

Yesterday was a black day in football for me. The team had training and I played as bad as possible. More than two times I failed from one or two meters. My condition is not getting really better and I had problems with motivating my self. But motivation is everything for my play because I am not a player with good techniques but usually with a high motivation and spirit. My will gives me the chance to play one a good level. Yesterday some other player complained to me and this sucks double. I was fighting to not lose control. Your ...