Everything sucks
I can not help myself but this time everything sucks. Football sucks, university sucks, Internet sucks, Blogging sucks, even drinking sucks. I really don’t know why but I am missing some spirit in these days. It’s not only the fucking German autumn weather, but this grey is getting into my mind. I don’t write, don’t read and the most I am missing a good speech with somebody. Not about problems, because there aren’t any, just a boring time without a light in the next weeks.
Today i finished the book “The Glass Bead Game” from Herman Hesse and I hoped it will give me some power for the next days but then we lost today 4:0 and i was allowed to play only 10 minutes and I really don’t know why. Tomorrow i will go to a bookshop and buy some new book and will hope that it will take me over the weekend into a new and better week.